im tired of all this.
thats why i kept silent.
and not because i admit it. don't get it wrong.
laughing at home is so rare. soooo rare.
you don't even understand me at all.
where's all the care?
i don't even bother to think through.
because it doesn't matter to you anyway.
its becoming a dread. a torture.
i feel so sick all of a sudden.