i'm still not there yet.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

omygodomygodomygodddddd.
i finally found a way of opening microsoft word.
WOOOOOOOO~
IM A GENIUS!!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D
IM SUCH A......CLEVER GIRL!!!!!:D:D:D:D:D

ok la, anyone else could have easily thought of that. :S
pardon my rubbishness.
i'm just too happy. HEHEHEHEE. =P
mygod i dun have to stay in sch alone just to do my agonising projects.
i mean if got somebody to accompany me stay then i dun mind la.
but the problem is NO ONE WANTS TO STAY. T_T
so...no choice. heh.
ohya ur know whats the way i found?
that is i just need anyone to send me a microsoft docu, eg. microsoft word.
then i press 'file', then 'new' lor.
=.= right. i know.
lol.

but WAIT. don't be too happy yet. (i referring to myself la)
THE THUMBDRIVE THAT I CAN OPEN IS THE ONE THEN TIO VIRUS BEFORE DE.
AND I DUNNO WHETHER THE VIRUS HAS BEEN REMOVED YET OR NOT.
p.s. Jerry please don't cry and don't scold me. i'll try not to use my thumbdrive on ur laptop.
i'll TRY. lol.
i shall go and reformat my thumbdrive. hee.
anyway, no matter what,
i'm STILL gonna buy laptop. :)
cause i still cant transfer files to and fro my comp.
soz.

i had been crazy over a hong kong series which i'm STILL watching now.
and there happened to be this paragraph mentioned by the supposedly-bad-but-in-the-end-not-so-bad-at-all-guy (lol damn long hor? the longest i've ever typed :p) that made me did some self-thinking.
and it goes something like:
what's the use of me being a billionaire? (he's a billionaire in the show, but he was dying.)
in the end, they are just some figures in my bank!
what's the use of having so much money?
i cant use it after i die anyway!
i did soooo much just to earn money,
i did sooo much just to revenge.
but in the end what did i get?
i don't have any frens.
my family members don't care about me.
everyone thinks i'm a bad guy.
i have nothing else! i've lost to god! i've lost everything!

this man had terminal brain cancer.
he was a billionaire, and did LOTS of bad things just to take revenge & earn money in his business. (long story :X)
it was only when he was on the brim of death,
when he don't even know when will be the day when he may just fall asleep and never wake up,
that he realise what was most important thing in this world.
and that was RELATIONSHIP.
true friends who will never make him feel lonely, & family members who will always be there for him.
one may always say' i don't need you.',
one may not be sociable at all,
one may always give the cold look,
one may always shunk away from you whenever you show him/her some concern.
but that doesn't mean you should give up on him/her.
that doesn't mean he/she REAALY don't need you to show care and concern for him/her.
even if he/she gives up on himself/herself, you must make your first move.
take the initiative to talk to him/her.
who knows, you might be the one and only that is able to open up his/her heart,
to enlighten him/her,
and to make the biggest change in him/her ever.
i'm sure this person will be grateful to you for the rest of his/her life.
don't wait till its too late to do this. =)

ciao~

at 11:49 PM

Monday, October 27, 2008

One In A Million by Miley Cyrus
How did I get here?
I turned around
And there you were
I didn't think twice or rationalize
Cuz somehow I knew
That there was more than just chemistry
I mean I knew you were kind of into me
But I figured it's too good to be true

I said pinch me where's the catch this time
Can't find a single cloud in the sky
Help me before I get used to this guy

They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in the blink of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody like you were a million to one
I can't believe it
You're one in a million

All this time I was looking for love
Trying to make things work
They weren't good enough
Til I thought I'm through
Said I'm done
Then stumbled into the arms on the one

You're making me laugh about the silliest stuff
Say that I'm your diamond in the rough
When I'm mad at you
You come with your velvet touch
Can't believe that I'm so lucky
I have never felt so happy
Every time I see that sparkle in your eyes

They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in the blink of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody like you were a million to one
I can't believe it
You're one in a million

All this time I was looking for love
Trying to make things work
They weren't good enough
Til I thought I'm through
Said I'm done
Then stumbled into the arms on the one

I said pinch me
Where's the catch this time
Can't find a single cloud in the sky
Help me before I get used to this guy

They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in the blink of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody like you were a million to one
I can't believe it

They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in the blink of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody like you were a million to one
I can't believe it
You're one in a million

One in a million

You're one in a million

True Friend by Miley Cyrus
We sign our cards and letters BFF
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back
It's so good to have you around
You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
Cause you keep my feet on the ground

[CHORUS 1]
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend

[VERSE 2]
You don't get angry when I change the plans
Somehow you're never out of second chances
Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again
I'm so lucky that I've found

[CHORUS 2]
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again

[BRIDGE]
True friends will go to the ends of the earth
Till they find the thing you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in

[CHORUS 3]
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
No need to pretend
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
Pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again

You're a true friend [3x]

woo~ i've found quite a lot of nice songs!
i'm so happy! =D

ciao~

at 10:25 PM

1st week of sch is officially over!
time passes really fast when you're not aware of it.
don't you think so? :)

well, well, well, what should i say...
sem 2 seems to be quite different from sem 1.
with us taking our cdses,
esp us, HTM students, taking TWO cdses instead of 1 like the rest. :X
quite ok for me, since my jap class was quite fun :D
our lect, Ms Yayoi, seems quite a nice person.
and not forgetting our tutor, Mrs Patricia Tan :)
she made us call her 'sensei',
which reminded me of my mentor President Ikeda sensei. haha!
heard from my fellow classmates that french was fun too. :)
guess everyone is excited and elated to be able to learn a new language! =)
now, i kinda wished that i had taken jap lessons last time.
sobx.
nvm, man man lai baa~~
but actually i wanna learn korean. HEE.

I'M DETERMINED TO BUY A LAPTOP!!!!
ok this sounds a bit late, its alr sem 2.
but WHO CARES. :P:P:P
it really sucks not being able to transfer any songs or photos to and fro my comp.
it really sucks not being able to use my thumbdrive at home.
it really sucks not even having microsoft office installed in my comp.
TOTALLY SUCKS.
now i have to think of ANY ways to open my thumbdrive and to transfer files.
which i cant think of. YET.
damn. hmph.
suggestions???

alot of people have been asking me whether i'm still working anot despite the fact that sch has reopened.
ya, i am.
but i'm working only during weekends, like only once or twice a week.
so its still ok, not very hectic or tiring. :)
of course, projects and study are my top priority :)
why i dun wanna stop work?
cause ONE, i'm saving for my laptop.
& TWO, i think my work is a great experience for me and will be very useful for me, a HTM student, in future =)
& THREE, my work is fun! hehehe. =D
guess what?
just heard from my manager that macdonald's pay has increased to a shockingly $5.50/h!!!!!!!!!!!
wth! highly than gelare!
huan la huan la!
LOL kidding. (erwin is so gonna kill me :S)
i'm NOT gonna work at fast food restaurants. NONONONO.

i kinda feel that something is missing between us....
i dunno. i cant explain why too.
maybe its because of me.
cause i think i've changed.
i'm not me.
i so hate this feeling.
& i never want to say this sentence.
did my soul fly away or something?
hui lai baaa~ lol.
'lol'. that's the way =D
i will do anything to protect the 'me' that i want.
cause i don't wanna disappoint or hurt anyone.
and its that 'me' that makes everyone happy with my unique ways.
never say that u're not unique.
everyone IS a unique person.
just that it takes time to find that uniqueness in you. =)

ciao~

at 10:24 PM

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Love Bug by Jonas Brothers

Called her for the first time yesterday
Finally found the missing part of me
I felt so close but you were far away
Left me without anything to say

Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this Lovebug again

I can't get your smile out of my mind
[I can't get you out of my mind]
I think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful but you don't even try
[You don't even, don't even try]
Modesty is just so hard to find

Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this Lovebug again

Kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless
Baby can't you see?

Now I'm

YEAH, OH

Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this Lovebug again
[ohhh]
Lovebug again

This Is Me by Demi Lovato & Joe Jonas

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say

But I have this dream
Bright inside of me
I'm gonna let it show
It's time to let you know
To let you know...

[Chorus]
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed
To be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star

Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe
In myself, it's the only way

[Chorus]

[Joe Jonas]
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singin'
I need to find you
I gotta find you

You're the missin' piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

[Both]
[Chorus]

This is me... This is me..

[Joe Jonas]
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
You're the voice I hear
Inside my head
The reason that I'm singin'

[Both]
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

at 1:00 AM

Monday, October 20, 2008

1h13 1st gathering- BBQ ON SUN, 19TH OCT!!!!

let the photos do the talking. =D

i mean, they don't really, u know, TALK,

but, ya. =)

my lovers in tp. =D

nice effect by gary. LOL

us again! (don't zzz.)

my bestie with my everyday-must-quarrel fren. HAHA!

ok..... not everyone is focusing..... =.=

now THAT'S better. haaaaiya, phia i know u like my satays la. but no need like that la. :( lol.

DE-LI-KE!!!! shy la he. haha!

waahhh. after 1 mth+ only u become bangbanggirl. :o kekeke.

we really like marshmallows. reaaaalllyyy~

the ultimate ONE marsh. BWAHAHAHA.

heh.

thanks to mich and gary, all of us were having our usual stomachache laughter again. LOL.

wrong expression. lol. h13 people with the laugh-&-talk-like-sophia gary =D

trust me, this was reaaallly nice. :) thanks to ks and David, the machos. (NOT nachos)

im angry with jerry.

told us the wrong carpark.

and made me and maha walk ALLLLL the way from the carpark to the pit,

which were at two totally OPPOSITE positions. T_T

like that still nvm,

then the path we walk is damn wet and muddy somemore.

like flooding can.

both of us walk until from :D to :) to =.= to T_T.

really can cry.

even though not everyone went for the gathering,

and even though the organiser was JERRY THE BBQ NOOB (=.=),

all of us had fun, didn't we? :D

yesterday, 20th of Oct 2008,

was a historic day for me.

not because sch started.

but becauuuuuuuse,

I FINALLY CARE TO BOTHER ABOUT MY FACEBOOK ACC.

it has been.... months? years? :X:X

lol.

friend requests and all sorts of rubbish appeared in my profile. =.=

now then i realise facebook really have more things than friendster man.

in other words, its more complicating. haha.

my timetable HHAAAOOOO luan arrrr~~

luan daooo~ i abit dun understand mine. lol.

I GOT JAP AND SOCIOLOGY FOR CDS!!! :D

konichiwa~~

dear friends, please don't be frightened by the language i use the next time i talk to you.

cause i think i will sound weird. lol.

attended my 1st sociology lecture today.

sophia, please thank me.

if not u've probably been suffocated to death by the boredom.

cause i almost got suffocated to death.

LOL.

hmmmm.....maybe MY lecturer is better. hehheh.

yay i've got companions in both my cds classes!!

YAY~~~ thats really good news man.

=D=D=D

ok i think i better go and sleep now.

cause today i was so tired that i don't even have mood to ka jiao my friends.

haai. that's not me man.

HAHA! :p

bless me!

ciao~

at 11:44 PM

Friday, October 17, 2008

outing with aclick tmr!!!
picnic at botanic. O.O
wonder if it will be fun anot.... O.O
should be fun la. hehheh.
:D

1h13 bbq on sun!!
eh, i change my schedule because of THAT okaeee.
mai siao siao.
better be fun hor.
even though i don't really trust our boss, jerry, who is one of the organisers :X
LOL.

er....er.....
nothing to say le.
oklabye. (shit i'm beginning to talk like erwin. OH NO. :S)
*speeds off*

ciao~

at 8:26 AM

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

should i?
should i not?
i mean its like, damn weird la.
people will keep looking at me i guess :X
BUT,
this is already not the 1st time i'm doing this.
and besides,
i'm damn free.
and i'm dying to do this.
so.....
WHY NOT????

hmph.
back to the qn...
should i?

dun worry people, i'm not going to commit crime or something. :)

ciao~

at 10:24 PM

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

i am soooo totally in love with this song forbidden love.
thanks to liew hui jun (:

u probably heard part of this song before in some drama series.
ya, ur right.
this IS the song. =)
esp during some climax part...
they will usually play this song.

close your eyes when ur listening to this song.
lie down.
concentrate just on this song.
and you'll know how i feel.
:):)

yay i finally have something to do tmr!!
yipeee~
tsc here i come~~
(siao so high for whatttt.)
:D

ciao~

at 11:20 PM

Monday, October 13, 2008

i cant believe i'm only gonna work for 2 days this week.
its like damn little la cannnnnnnn. =.=
wanted to work for more days this week.
cause i have to start sch next week.
cant work much by then. :X
in the end......
zzzzzz. =.=
i did send in my schedule on time lor.
haaai.
rest so many days for wat.
sian!
i wanna work more! i want more $$!
ok i think yeeling is right.
i'm becoming a workaholic.
SHIT. lol.

family chalet was QUITE fun generally.
even though i didn't get to go cycle in the end. *sob sob*
all the aunties were damn stressed up with the bbq. lol.
they were like 'shit! not enough food! how??'
and they go on, and on, and ON.
quite funny if you are standing at the side, watching the whole entire process.
LOL.
like what my cousins say,
all we need to do is just go and play, and then we'll be able to eat by the time we return.
quite true. haha.
even though i don't know how to swim,
i still went 'pao jiao' while my aunt and cousin went for some real swim.
luckily there were no lifeguards there sia. if not i'm in dead meat.
lol.
the water was shiiokk mann~
should i learn how to swim? like.... NOW???? :S
suddenly i feel so old. lol.
slept for only 2h for 2 consecutive days.
thanks to mahjong and poker cards.
as usual. haha!
now my whole body is like breaking down into pieces man.

arrrrr~ i cant send my photos to my com arrrrrrr~
i cant post new photos arrrrrr~
tong ku arrrrr~
HMPH.
dear com, pls don't force me to throw you out of the windows.
thanks.
you are such a problematic com. zzz.

like i've mentioned, SCH IS STARTING SOOONN!!!!
1 more week!
yay~
i'm quite excited actually.
cause once sch starts, my life will be back on track(i hope :S).
no more late night sleeps.
no more breaklunch (breakfast+lunch at 1 time).
no more slacking at home.
can finally see my rubbish clique soph, maha, david, lya, jerry and derick. =)
can finally eat sch food that has been MUCH missed by me =)

BUT that also means,
lesser chances of working= lesser chances of earning $$ :((
lesser chances of going out with friends.
lesser chances of going gai gai (BIG SOBX!!).
more chances of staying up late for PROJECTS. =.=
more chances of going lects (mymy), tutorials and all. T_T

hai. SOOOOO....
should i be excited??
hmmm.

ciao~

at 11:13 PM

Thursday, October 9, 2008

wow,

i finally succeeded in pulling myself to the com screen to blog.

yoohoo.

wasted one whole day at home.

should have worked.

ok,

i didn't really wasted one whole day.

watched finish a show i wanted to finish watching long time ago.

hehheh!

is that soooo difficult for u just to say 'thank you'?

is it really that difficult for u to stop nagging and pulling my nose around for just ONE day?

if it is then i have nothing to say.

actually i have so much to say.

but the problem is i don't know where to start.

and there's too much for me to remember.

anyway, it seems that u will never change.

so what's the point?

at 11:33 PM

Thursday, October 2, 2008

woooooo~

my working days at gelare for the past 2 days have been DAAAMMMMNNNNN fulfilling man!
we created a new peak for our sales figure- $4800!!!!!
lai ar lai ar, mai 4D arrr~
LOL jkjk.
WOOOOOHOOOOOO~
guys, GREAT JOB DONE!!!
*clap damn hard*
eh, all of us really 'PING until like siao kias like that can.
with all of us running like leopards,
esp me, who was the ONLY one doing all the serving and taking of orders at first.
wah i tell u ar, i've never run around like that with that kind of speed before.
i think not even during my 2.4km run lor.
run until i damn shag can.
wah the customers like wind like that.
keep coming in, with few going out at one time.
there's even a QUEUE outside. :S
but of course la, cause tue is waffle day ma.
all waffles are HALF-priced.
i wun mind queuing if i'm dining there too :D

i was all alone until candy came to my help.
WAH SEH, luccckky she came to my help man.
if not i'll be rolling on the floor, kena smashed upside down by complaints and plates of food.
LOLLOLLOLLOL.
soo........ THANKS CANDY!!! =D=D

yesterday was almost the same situation as tues too.
except maybe a little less busy.
cause children's day is a public holiday ma.
all families start to come in with all their 'da da xiao xiao' (children).
making quite a mess in our shop, esp the poor tables.
cause there were children using our pencils to scribble our tables.
and worse thing is, WE DUN HAVE A SINGLE ERASER.
damn pathetic right?
i can only watch them helplessly, while they happily show their creativity on something that is not paper.
:X:X:X:X:X
haai.
despite this, there were still some reeeaaalllyy cute kiddos and pretty xiao mei meis.
see them already i feel forgetting about my work and start playing with them.
LOL.

well generally, even though all of us were busy like hell for the past 2 days,
i'm sure everyone, including ME, had felt very fulfilling during this time period :)
cause we didn't feel bored at all.
well at least, not me :):)
the feeling of working non-stop is dammnnn SHIOK ok!
u should have seen of us when we were working during the past 2 days.
damn funny.
haha!!! :D

ok need go meet someone whom i like to ka jiao most now le.
then go do something i LOVEEEE doing most- GAI GAI~

ciao~

at 1:14 PM