i've never seen someone like this.
Its true that even outsiders understand me more than you.
do you realise that? i don't think so.
ridiculous huh?
well at least i feel ridiculous.
i just don't wanna bother about anything regarding YOU.
you are no longer in my scope.
for once, i just wish that i was deaf.
i just wish that i cant sense you.
i would have been much, much.....MUCH better person than now.
sad to say, i think i have been wasting my time & effort all this while.
so i'm not gonna be so stubborn and stupid again.
you made me realise many things.
you made me realise hooowww drastically can a person change.
and how exaggerated a person's characteristic can be.
you made me feel so tired.
but you don't feel a tiny weeny bit of guilt.
you hurt me again and again and again.
but you don't feel a tiny weeny bit of guilt.
all i just wanna say is,
i feel so sick.
& i'm pleading everyday for someone to get me out of here.